Right now I am watching a dog pace my floor, she doesn’t know what to do. She knows there’s no more play time. The last trip outside has been completed and she doesn’t have a whole lot of room around here to get into stuff.  This pacing she’s doing is reflective of my current state, restlessness.

I am so tired, but can’t go to sleep, have so much to do but can’t get started on any one thing without picking up the next thing and leaving the former unfinished. I’m a fairly satisfied person at this point in my life. Things are alright, many burdens have been lifted, my relationships are good and I smile more now than I have in a long time. Yet, there is something missing, something that has yet to be fulfilled I believe that it’s the Dream.

In a previous post I spoke about a dream that couldn’t be remembered, one that I finally had to lay to rest and how I wouldn’t let stuff (life) get in the way of my dream going forward. The restlessness that I feel right now is due to not having a dream. I stopped for the funeral, I stopped to catch my breath, but in all the breathing in of the fresh air of my new life, I have yet to breathe life into a dream.  Do I need to figure out why I don’t have a dream? The answer is a resounding no. In my adult years I’ve spent more time thinking about why something exists as it does, why certain things happen and why people do the things they do, than I have actually doing something, anything really. I will cop to being a big thinker and a “do-over” dreamer at this point in my existence here.

The area that I am NOT satisfied in is the area of dreams. I need to have one, I need to have some.

Are you restless? Is it because the excuses are gone and it’s time to make a move? If so join me, it’s time to have a dream I’m ready. Let’s go.

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